Chilly Nights

Maybe it's just be, but it seems to be getting chilly early this year. This is a problem, because I am cold natured, a little bit anemic, and I have no one to snuggle up next to. There was never a weekend in high school where I couldn't find some basketball player, football player, or soldier to be who didn't mind sharing a little warmth with me. Grown up life sucks! I have to go find men, they don't just wander up to me. In high school all I had to do was just show up and BAM! there they were.

And ya know what, I thought about using a euphemism, but I gotta say it. I need sex. Yes, it's only been a couple of months. I understand that I am too young to consider going without a "bad thing", but I'm an independent woman dammit! I want sex!

On a not unrelated note, I think I'm ovulating. You know what's weird? I actually prefer being on my period to ovulating. When I'm on my period I know what's going on. I can put a name on it, have some chocolate and go about my business. The weird little cramps that go with ovulating aren't nearly as tough, but Jesus, it feels like some kind of baking soda and vinegar volcano in my stomach. Well, just below my stomach. And the things that...nevermind, you know what, I just found out there is a limit to what I will write on my blog! Hmmm...fascinating.

I gotta find a date and quick, it doesn't have to be sex, but he does have to be warm. I'm not ab out to unpack all my winter clothes just for it to be eighty degrees tomorrow. Nuh-uh, not this year.

Kisses,

Paula